For the most part, I don’t consider myself that different from other people when it comes to doing what you have to and smiling even when you feel like cutting someone’s head off, but I remember when my temper got places before me and, on occasion, I kind of miss being able to get away with having a short fuse. For the last couple of weeks my car has had a big sign on it saying “screw with me,” at least that’s how it seems. From the idiot who was following too close, so I slowed down and found he and his Jeep off the road on the right hand side of me, acting like he was going to hit the car, to the guy downtown who decided that he owned the road and didn’t care if I was already in the turn lane and ran me into the curb, it has been a free for all on my car! Which has had my nerves on edge, because of course the last possible thing I need would be an accident with my low back still hanging on by a hopeful thread, and all the screws in my neck. Needless to say when the girls invited me to go with them to the male dance show Friday night, I was ready to have someone else drive and to blow off some steam. For most people, driving isn’t stressful, but on average I spend at least 4-5 hours a day in a car hauling the boys back and forth to school, going to work still at a friends house, and running errands for our home. For a bit now I have been unable to drink anything accept Vodka, my boyfriend says this makes me a cheap date, since I also don’t happen to drink very often. So Friday night my best friend introduced me to her home-made, organic Blackberry Vodka, made with berries picked from Oak Creek Canyon here in Arizona; and it and I have become great friends, especially since it didn’t carry the dark cloud of a hangover with it. Once the luscious dark purple liquid had calmed my nerves and loosened my tongue, I found myself talking to them about the week and the idiot drivers I had encountered and that those situations had made me realize that at some point, my hair trigger temper has gotten very tempered. To be honest, I hadn’t realized this until faced with the moron off the road, inches away from my car and I didn’t run him off the road. Seriously one of those moments where I was asking myself what happened as I didn’t react and just hoped survival of the fittest would kick in and the dumb ass wouldn’t make it. Shortly after telling the ladies about the events of the week, I had my first encounter with the drunk blond girl who decided she liked to elbow her way through the crowd, and once again looked at them and said I really didn’t know what happened to me over the years. On the inebriated hooligan’s third pass through the crowd with her pointy elbows and head I could rest my drink on, that temper I spoke of might have jumped up and bit her in the ass, or more appropriately the floor, since she tripped over the foot I might have pulled back a bit more slowly than she was moving. I made sure she was all right, but I have to admit I felt a bit better about my week and about myself, still got that fire down below, even if it is a bit of a short fuse!
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