I remember when I was little my Mother used to tell me that life is often like a roller coaster with lots of twists, turns, lows and highs you never expected, and it seems this old adage likes to slap me upside the head from time to time, but I have learned to strap myself in, and expect the unexpected even when things seem at their best. Since I seem to use my blog as a sounding board more often than not, for the things going on in my life, I have decided to stick to my pattern and share the latest adventure.
Several weeks ago I had an issue and ended up in the Emergency Room of the local hospital and had a scan done of my entire abdomen where, at the time, the doctors said there were multiple cysts on my left ovary that needed further study. So of course the ultrasound was performed pretty shortly there after, and it wasn’t several cysts, but one large growth with several lobes, approximately the size of an orange. Par for the course with me, it couldn’t be a “normal” cyst, it has to be something strange and quite possibly, rather serious. So for the last ten days I have been scrambling to move from my townhouse of seven years into my new home, trying to deal with the pain and waiting until I see a Specialist at the end of this week, while still being Mom and girl-friend. My immune system issues are rearing their ugly heads and I am completely and utterly worn out, to the point of being overwhelmed and napping daily, if I have the time. The days I spent without internet and unable to work have put me in a pretty foul mood because I use my blogging as a stress reliever, and I have come to rely on it over the last couple of years. It seems odd to me that something so simple, could bring me such joy, and I love being able to write about what is going on in my life and having it mean something to someone. So many people suffer in silence and don’t realize how many people are out there just like them. I was one of those people for a long time when I first got sick, and I felt so alone. I wish I had known about blogs, because I have found so many that offer my support and understanding, without a lot of interaction. Sometimes, in the darkest of times, it isn’t a bunch of people that are needed to bring the light back, more times than not, it is something like the heartfelt, revealing words put upon a blog. And sometimes, it’s just the knowledge that someone else feels like you do, or is facing the same issues you are. So through the tough times, I will continue to blog as I can, because maybe, someone needs to read what I have to say, and maybe it might just help them get through another night on their bumpy ass ride of life.
Head – LeLutka
Hair – Virtual Diva – Lila
Fat Pack – 12 Tones all for ONLY 300L
Skin – DeeTaleZ
Eyes – IKON – Triumph – Apex
Jewelry – Petit Chat – Crystalline Set @ InspirationSL