At 43, the idea of romance and love is something that I actually don’t spend much time thinking about anymore. Now to some people this may come as a surprise, but in the last couple of years it has become clear that dating etc. will happen after my son graduates from high school. And in all reality, I am quite alright with that. After all, he will be 18 and I will be 45 which puts me in the prime of my life, as far as I am concerned. However, life has a way of throwing us curve balls and there has been one person for over a year now who continues to pique my interest. Now that it looks like he might be a little more serious than expected, my thoughts have turned to what I want when it comes to love in my life. I refuse to settle again for anything that doesn’t make my toes curl and my heart skip a few beats. I want fun, and most of all I want crazy; at least my kind of crazy.
I want can’t sleep, can’t breathe without your love
Front porch and one more kiss, it doesn’t make sense to anybody else
Who cares if you’re all I think about,
I’ve searched the world and I know now,
It ain’t right if you ain’t lost your mind
Yea I don’t want easy, I want crazy